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So, today my baby ask me a simple question: Why do you love me?

This simple question, is a hard question to explain. The fact is I can't find the answer, even the stupid one.

I love him. No matter what. No matter how or why. The only thing I know is I need him. He completes me.

So darling, if you read this, remember that every single day, even the worst one,I never have any idea and will never can live without you. Never leave me though I ask you to. Because deep down here in my heart, I can't imagine a single day without you since I realize that I love you.

I promise you, for every single tear you shed for me, will never be a regret. I know it's hard for you darling to win my heart, and you have to fall again and again. But I promise you, that I will be the one who love you as always as the first time I know what is love. Even the world against you. Because  being with you makes me understand about loving.

I know one day we will have a little fight or arguing each other, but promise me, that you will never leave me. Don't give up on me sweetheart. I can't promise you I will be the best mate for you, but I'll try my best. You have to know I cry many times because of you, but I choose do it over and over again. Though it hurts.

If loving means hurting own self, then I will choose hurting my self because I love you.

Seriously, I can't sleep before I finish write this one. keep my words for you baby.

With love
Yours

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Cih

Katanya, dosa yang paling jahat adalah kesombongan dan iri hati. Ada lagi rupanya. Egois.

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Sick of everything

Kalau boleh..
Saya mau berhenti melangkah
Mencari celah
Mundur
Dan lari

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Heart talks

Jujur, gue orang yang penakut.

Gue takut masa depan. Gue takut hidup susah. Gue takut gagal. Gue takut berkomitmen. Gue takut punya tanggungjawab yang ga bisa gue pertanggung jawabkan. Takut harus kerja keras.

Jujur, gue takut melangkah kedepan. Even only for one step.

But, knowing God's love.. it keeps my feet moving forward, though in anxiety..

Just a silent prayer which I say repeatedly in my heart can keep me on the track.

Oh, I love you sweetheart. I know you will read this sooner or later. Stay by my side ya. Help me stand through my worries.

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