Mungkin

Mungkin bukan kamu yang dijanjikan Tuhan untukku.

Nyeleneh

Pada akhirnya kita bersikap skeptis terhadap situasi, yang menyenangkan sekalipun.

Memang, dalam setiap kebersamaanpun, kita tetaplah individu. Tunggal. Sendirian.

The end

I'm not a post-every-photogenic-moment person type, but for today, let me be that one. Let me express my deepest feeling for you, for the first and also the last time.

I miss you. Every single day. Feels so long since my last broken heart, I never being like this way anymore, and suddenly you came into my life.

Hard to win your heart, but I got it in our last days, there, in a place, far from our home. Sorry for hiding my feeling for you that days, because you were too good to be true for me, like reaching the moon.

And now I miss you. Miss you until it feels like burn in my chest. Hurt. I already tried make a conversation with you, but it's not as good as my hope. You just.. Being good. Am I not special for you?

I pray to God to tell me, where this relationship will be at the end? Tired of thinking of you. I know for sure, that you still have a special part for her, the one that you told me the story about. The one that keeps your heart away from being fall in love again. And I can't blame yourself for that. You're a good man. A real gentle man.

And now, I write the end of our story. I give up. Like the first time I fall in love with you, I know you're unreachable. Thank you for letting me feel love again. I will not hate you, because I can't, but from now on, let me just go without look back to you as my memory anymore..

Sudah

Seandainya bias ini berlalu dengan mudahnya. Karena aku lelah menerka akan kemana jadinya kita.

No title

I just wanna say that I miss us.