The end

I'm not a post-every-photogenic-moment person type, but for today, let me be that one. Let me express my deepest feeling for you, for the first and also the last time.

I miss you. Every single day. Feels so long since my last broken heart, I never being like this way anymore, and suddenly you came into my life.

Hard to win your heart, but I got it in our last days, there, in a place, far from our home. Sorry for hiding my feeling for you that days, because you were too good to be true for me, like reaching the moon.

And now I miss you. Miss you until it feels like burn in my chest. Hurt. I already tried make a conversation with you, but it's not as good as my hope. You just.. Being good. Am I not special for you?

I pray to God to tell me, where this relationship will be at the end? Tired of thinking of you. I know for sure, that you still have a special part for her, the one that you told me the story about. The one that keeps your heart away from being fall in love again. And I can't blame yourself for that. You're a good man. A real gentle man.

And now, I write the end of our story. I give up. Like the first time I fall in love with you, I know you're unreachable. Thank you for letting me feel love again. I will not hate you, because I can't, but from now on, let me just go without look back to you as my memory anymore..